No Love, No Peace, Know Love, Know Peace

Once again, the heart leaves the body,Dancing away, with all yuletide cheer.The jagged wounds that would kill,Exposing emptiness and fear.Clutching the pain ever so closely,Owning the cross to bear.As the converse fills so grossly,Of the joy and love held dear. Suffering this gladly,Salt seeping from the wounds.Remembrance done fondly,Venturing on towards the dunes.The desert mother …

Silence and Destruction

A vast trench inhibiting destinationWith a forthright coming of nuanceA gray light enters this beautiful landscapeA horror within reaching for the stars Discomfort spawning inactionGrowing into a lazy breath of lifeGiving in to satisfactionsTo comfort the lords of strifeMy life, my death, an inner dreamRefusing that which can’t be seenRelease the worry and painTake not …

Child of the Stars

This day is filled with discomfort and a low-level sadness pervading the subconscious realms of my mind. I long for something on which I cannot place my finger. That thing I’ve been journeying after as long as I’ve been breathing, yet it is so undefinable, I feel more adrift the longer I seek it. The …

Evolution II

After a period of utilizing cognitive behavioral therapy, I began seeing progress in my day to day life and in processing all that has happened over the years. I’ve begun to come to terms with who and what I am. I’ve seen where things in the past have defined me for too long, and I …